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losing hope...feeling tired...missing people...
studio ended very late today again. They should not have our studio and David Thomas's studio in the same dds. Both tutors do not look at their watches. Its like both our studios are isolated in the dds and we keep ending our studio sessions very late. I didnt even realise that it was so late when we ended studio coz david thomas's group was still having studio but when i came out, there was absolutely no one at the open studio, kinda depressing, no one besides my studio ppl to talk to. Im too tired after studio to call anyone...
Anyway, the biomorph i chose and presented today got rejected....sorta rejected....nope, blatantly rejected...haiz.. Robert said that he just givin me a warning that he feels it would be quite hard to develop a concept from sponges as sponges are too simple, they are not complicated organisms....then he say, then again, im not discouraging u, it could be something which will cause u much misery later....or it could turn out to be very brilliant. Okay at this point, im abit lost, confused, tired...then later kc presented his which was sea grass. He told kc that he should think of another biomorph instead, slam him abit and later added this....but at least ur biomorph is one step ahead of that one (laser pointing to my panel) argh....fine so i should change mine. Im quite sick of doin such repetitive stuff, like during p1, the painting i chose, robert said it was not suitable, then for p2, my precedents, i had to redo for certain stupid reasons and i have not found the time to redo and now, redo and rethink my biomorph.
I have just decided to do the mangrove, sonneratia....though its goin to be nearly identical to KCs...at least i know this is a safe choice. I guess when we develop further into concepts, perhaps we would have different ideas though it came from similar biomorphs....
Feel that im becoming worse and worse...like i cant be bothered with ppl, like i dun care what i say to them. Like when melvin and daniel were arguing abt something this afternoon(dunno what they were arguin abt) by right a normal fren should like try to help make peace...but all i did was say softly but audibly...both of u just shut up...i must be a nicer person....and i must try to sound more friendly to ppl on msn.
This is such a depressing song but ive been listening to it quite often these days coz the tune is nice...the korean drama, stairway to heaven, the drama that is sustaining my life now is getting very depressing, and its affecting me...die, i shouldnt watch it anymore but im stuck...
studio ended very late today again. They should not have our studio and David Thomas's studio in the same dds. Both tutors do not look at their watches. Its like both our studios are isolated in the dds and we keep ending our studio sessions very late. I didnt even realise that it was so late when we ended studio coz david thomas's group was still having studio but when i came out, there was absolutely no one at the open studio, kinda depressing, no one besides my studio ppl to talk to. Im too tired after studio to call anyone...
Anyway, the biomorph i chose and presented today got rejected....sorta rejected....nope, blatantly rejected...haiz.. Robert said that he just givin me a warning that he feels it would be quite hard to develop a concept from sponges as sponges are too simple, they are not complicated organisms....then he say, then again, im not discouraging u, it could be something which will cause u much misery later....or it could turn out to be very brilliant. Okay at this point, im abit lost, confused, tired...then later kc presented his which was sea grass. He told kc that he should think of another biomorph instead, slam him abit and later added this....but at least ur biomorph is one step ahead of that one (laser pointing to my panel) argh....fine so i should change mine. Im quite sick of doin such repetitive stuff, like during p1, the painting i chose, robert said it was not suitable, then for p2, my precedents, i had to redo for certain stupid reasons and i have not found the time to redo and now, redo and rethink my biomorph.
I have just decided to do the mangrove, sonneratia....though its goin to be nearly identical to KCs...at least i know this is a safe choice. I guess when we develop further into concepts, perhaps we would have different ideas though it came from similar biomorphs....
Feel that im becoming worse and worse...like i cant be bothered with ppl, like i dun care what i say to them. Like when melvin and daniel were arguing abt something this afternoon(dunno what they were arguin abt) by right a normal fren should like try to help make peace...but all i did was say softly but audibly...both of u just shut up...i must be a nicer person....and i must try to sound more friendly to ppl on msn.
This is such a depressing song but ive been listening to it quite often these days coz the tune is nice...the korean drama, stairway to heaven, the drama that is sustaining my life now is getting very depressing, and its affecting me...die, i shouldnt watch it anymore but im stuck...
